Life Experience, Writing

Only Me: Part 6

I have found beauty in time and feel like I have more, now that I’m not spending every possible second with you, craving your attention, dying for you to want to be with me. I was always ready for you, always available and because of that I wasted my moments.

Mindlessly wasting away in front of two television screens was not my idea of a happy ending, and I am glad that is over. I am glad I am free. I can do what I please, when I want to do it and it makes me really happy to think I don’t have to care about you anymore. I am caring only about me.

Life Experience

Spring Time Travel

Always a killer when the clocks go forward, isn’t it? Completely knocks the wind out of me and I tell ya, it’s a good job it’s on a Sunday because I would not be okay if it was on a Monday. For once, they’ve actually thought of something right.

But there are definitely more positives to this than negatives – for one, the nights get lighter, you can still see vague daylight at 8pm now, how exciting! For another, it means the start of spring. More sunshine, more flowers, more days out, more happiness. And that’s what I really need right about now. Kind of appropriate for this time of year that I bought a canvas yesterday that says ‘Bee Happy’ and has a cute little bee on it. Aww.

The rapidly approaching summer also means a lot of changes for me, including moving house and finding a new career direction. Summer of 2015 is gonna be busy busy busy (like a bee hehe).


“I have to tell you about the future!”

Okay, so I’m not actually 100% certain that everyone knows that my favourite film is in fact Back to the Future. It might be safe to say that this is now clarified with y’all. So yes! Back to the Future day! Technically, considering the time that I’m writing this, it was yesterday, but the 12th of November, 1955 (in the film, of course) is the famous date that the one and only Marty McFly went back to his home-time of 1985 with the help of the power of lightning and, naturally, the Flux Capacitor. Now, I’m sure that you’ve all seen Back to the Future – if you haven’t, get out now…haha jokes! No, seriously – and I’m sure that you all think I’m perhaps a little teensy bit crazy about it…well you’re right. And to be perfectly frank, this post has no sentimental, no political, no actual relevant meaning to anything other than what you may call my obsession.

Alright, I’ll find some kind of moral of this story…

I have it! The point is, that everyone has to have something that they’re absolutely in love with, whether it’s a nerdy thing or not. To be honest, Back to the Future is perfectly nerdy but I couldn’t care less because it’s something that I love and something that I understand and relate to. Well, maybe that’s a step too far considering I never had a time machine and never almost erased myself from existence, but you get the idea.

And the second moral of the story is: if you haven’t watched Back to the Future, go out and buy it before I burst into tears at your lack of experience with such a masterpiece.