It’s sad really, that you needed to leave.
It’s sad that your heart wasn’t strong enough to stay, that you didn’t have the willpower to fix things, or to open up space in your heart to fit me.
It’s sad that you have felt this for a long time, that you pretended all was well.
It’s sad that you have led a lie for the last few months.
It’s sad that you were not brave enough to face your feelings when you first saw them. It’s sad that you waited for the ‘perfect moment’, as though I was just a pawn in your game.
It’s sad that you think in logistics, not emotions.
It’s sad that you don’t hurt, when you have caused pain to the person you have claimed you care about the most.
It’s sad that your reasons were ‘in my best interests’ and it’s sad that you don’t realise how much better you have made my life since you left.